over it is

a few days ago
aud is a strong girl! - moving on. it's all one-sided.
more admirable is the courage to be honest, rather than the talent to lie

now, i don't feel strong at all.
now, my eyes are swollen from crying too much last night.
now, i feel a deep sense of hurt, loss, disappointment, anger, frustration, unfairness, regret.

but there's really nothing i can do now.

i tried...but when it doesn't work, it really doesn't.

5 years later, the same thing happens again.

and i lost more than ever.

how do i purge someone out of my mind? pls...help...