Time for blogging again! Yay~ Haha..been too stressed the past few days with 311 exam yesterday afternoon and BM212 this morning. Now have another 11 days before my last papers on 16th and 19th. Can't wait for exams to be over! 11 more days to go :) But then again once it's over, it just means I'll have to do my FYP project sigh..hols won't be that free as you think. And it means next semester is coming soon!! Don't want...and next semester some people going for IA...oh well. School will be more boring without those people to talk to. =X One of them being Hanxiang, who's going to fly to China Shanghai. He'll be gone for one semester!! So will be the rest......sigh.
Anyway, back to exams, I forgot to check the details for my 1st paper yesterday and just assumed that it was a morning paper. When I was about to leave house at 0840, I took a peek at my notebook to confirm my seat number, THEN i realised 311's actually an afternoon paper! Blur right...at least I haven't left house yet. Haha.. although had more time to study for 311, I was quite stressed out by the fact that that only leaves me the evening and night to mug for BM212 (when I've only revised 1 chapter ugh...)!! Good thing that Dr. Marshall gave us specifically the topic tested for each of the question! If not I'd surely just :'( haha... Amazingly, I managed to finish both these papers (technically I did, cuz I attempted all parts). Usually I'll only finish at most 1 or 2 out of all exams in a semester. Lol. Yes I'm slow. Have been since secondary school, but seems to be getting slower as the years go by. No idea what's wrong. =\
By the way, I went to NBS access lab to study after 311 ended at 1600, or rather intended to study then. But after such strenuous exercise (mostly done by my brain) for the past 2.5 hours, I was quite drained and so went to grab a bite at Canteen B with Jean who happened to be in the com lab. In fact when I went into com lab, I saw her first, before realising BK they all were sitting behind Jean, i.e. the last 2 rows.
Yah anyway I left my bag at com lab then went to eat jiao zi with Jean to replenish some energy before going back to study. Wanted to stay to study cuz had a lot to cover for BM212 and I'd probably slack if I get home. Oh yah thanks to Joanne who helped me confirm those chapters that are 'more relevant than others' for the exam, if not I'd have to spend more time thinking of what chapters to study within the short time span! Anyway, I haven't been studying in school. Home sweet home, study with my sis at the mini library downstairs. Quite a conducive place as compared to school heh. The rest have been studying in school till quite late the past few days though, I heard. Strangely, just when I decided to stay to study till at least 2100 tonight, everyone other than TJ wanted to go home after dinner so they all went off with their bags. I thought, never mind, cuz then I can study better with no distractions. But at about 7+, CH came back to the com lab. A bit stunned cuz thought he went back already. Then he went back. Weird right..came just to say a few words to HX? Ask him what time he is going back and I don't know what else. Just weird lor..
Actually I was thinking if he was thinking if I was still there, i.e. if I wasn't there anymore he'd stay to study. Maybe I'm just being too sensitive? Or maybe not you know. Maybe he really wanted to avoid me so badly that he couldn't bear the thought of studying somewhere so near me haha. For fear that I'd foolishly demand another 'confrontation' session. But I was too engrossed and busy studying BM212 (yes I was in the mood for studying lol), and I know better than to do anything like that. In the midst of exams you know! When he left, I was also thinking if he was worried that I'd just pack my bag hurriedly to 'stalk' him so as to talk to him on the way back home. Seriously that was quite tempting an option, but as I've said earlier, I was in the mugging mood especially when my progress wasn't that fantastic, and also cuz I know better lah. Don't think that would be a smart move, unless he won't mind that move, but I highly doubt that. AND after this thought, I was thinking that I'm really thinking too much. Lol.
Hmm..anyway I think we should really break free of bad habits. Being accustomed to having somebody around with you is also quite a bad habit. Like in one of my lecture notes for BM212, "attitude is a learned predisposition...it can be changed slowly and painfully". Indeed, like an attitude, I think habits can also be changed, but only slowly and painfully....
"Happiness is ALWAYS within your reach."
Sleepy now..only slept about 3.5 hours last night. Goodnight! :)
Anyway, back to exams, I forgot to check the details for my 1st paper yesterday and just assumed that it was a morning paper. When I was about to leave house at 0840, I took a peek at my notebook to confirm my seat number, THEN i realised 311's actually an afternoon paper! Blur right...at least I haven't left house yet. Haha.. although had more time to study for 311, I was quite stressed out by the fact that that only leaves me the evening and night to mug for BM212 (when I've only revised 1 chapter ugh...)!! Good thing that Dr. Marshall gave us specifically the topic tested for each of the question! If not I'd surely just :'( haha... Amazingly, I managed to finish both these papers (technically I did, cuz I attempted all parts). Usually I'll only finish at most 1 or 2 out of all exams in a semester. Lol. Yes I'm slow. Have been since secondary school, but seems to be getting slower as the years go by. No idea what's wrong. =\
By the way, I went to NBS access lab to study after 311 ended at 1600, or rather intended to study then. But after such strenuous exercise (mostly done by my brain) for the past 2.5 hours, I was quite drained and so went to grab a bite at Canteen B with Jean who happened to be in the com lab. In fact when I went into com lab, I saw her first, before realising BK they all were sitting behind Jean, i.e. the last 2 rows.
Yah anyway I left my bag at com lab then went to eat jiao zi with Jean to replenish some energy before going back to study. Wanted to stay to study cuz had a lot to cover for BM212 and I'd probably slack if I get home. Oh yah thanks to Joanne who helped me confirm those chapters that are 'more relevant than others' for the exam, if not I'd have to spend more time thinking of what chapters to study within the short time span! Anyway, I haven't been studying in school. Home sweet home, study with my sis at the mini library downstairs. Quite a conducive place as compared to school heh. The rest have been studying in school till quite late the past few days though, I heard. Strangely, just when I decided to stay to study till at least 2100 tonight, everyone other than TJ wanted to go home after dinner so they all went off with their bags. I thought, never mind, cuz then I can study better with no distractions. But at about 7+, CH came back to the com lab. A bit stunned cuz thought he went back already. Then he went back. Weird right..came just to say a few words to HX? Ask him what time he is going back and I don't know what else. Just weird lor..
Actually I was thinking if he was thinking if I was still there, i.e. if I wasn't there anymore he'd stay to study. Maybe I'm just being too sensitive? Or maybe not you know. Maybe he really wanted to avoid me so badly that he couldn't bear the thought of studying somewhere so near me haha. For fear that I'd foolishly demand another 'confrontation' session. But I was too engrossed and busy studying BM212 (yes I was in the mood for studying lol), and I know better than to do anything like that. In the midst of exams you know! When he left, I was also thinking if he was worried that I'd just pack my bag hurriedly to 'stalk' him so as to talk to him on the way back home. Seriously that was quite tempting an option, but as I've said earlier, I was in the mugging mood especially when my progress wasn't that fantastic, and also cuz I know better lah. Don't think that would be a smart move, unless he won't mind that move, but I highly doubt that. AND after this thought, I was thinking that I'm really thinking too much. Lol.
Hmm..anyway I think we should really break free of bad habits. Being accustomed to having somebody around with you is also quite a bad habit. Like in one of my lecture notes for BM212, "attitude is a learned predisposition...it can be changed slowly and painfully". Indeed, like an attitude, I think habits can also be changed, but only slowly and painfully....
"Happiness is ALWAYS within your reach."
Sleepy now..only slept about 3.5 hours last night. Goodnight! :)
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